fill: exit wounds (raven, new teen titans)

[luckyzukky]

raven's Super Bad Unhappy Time of falling under trigon's influence and the despair and terror of the in between of tenuous normalcy and full-on evil demon mode. sucks to be her i think

exit wounds

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01; the fruits - paris paloma

"angel," he calls me
does he know that i'm falling
from a precipice that i tripped off long ago?
"you're so pure," he says
does he know, i'm forsaken?
the original sinner
but soon you'll know

"devil," you call me
but seems to be enjoying
the fruits of my labour that came to me too young
when he stole my virtue
i'm glad it seems to serve you
that i was born a daughter and not a son
for if i'm going down

i guess i'll take you with me
screaming birds sound an awful lot like singing
and i will tell you now
that i'm not even singing
there's no escape for some

02; roseblood - mazzy star

everyday you can see
changes in her hair and smile
i can wait a million days
while her smile goes away

capture a smile and then that's all
you won't know her so it's ok
funny how things change
funny how things change

03; gold satin dreamer - nicole dollanganger

gold satin dreamer
waiting for it to get dark (for it to get dark)
i wait for it to get dark

all of those dreams left out in the sun
they run like syrup and clot like blood
disfigured beyond recognition in the sun

04; they'll clap when you're gone - chelsea wolfe

everything else in me has atrophied
and i am cold and painless now
i want to live but i feel nothing
when can i die, when can i go
when will i be free, when will i know
when can i run - my legs are bound
when can i go, when can i go
was born a blackened seed in the wild
and i never was a child
i was pulled right out of the sea
and the salt - it never left my body
someone opened me up while i was sleeping
and filled my body right up with sand
i carry a heaviness like a mountain
it forces me to remain
alive and ugly, alive and ugly

05; sickhair - earwig

i don't like it when you look at me
i feel awkward, ugly
it's not a good time, you've caught me unprepared
there’s blood on my clothes, sick on my hair
and i know that you’ve only come here to gloat
but just open your mouth, and i’ll jump down your throat
i wish you liked me
i wish you were scared of me
i can’t get used to being on my own, i wish i was fifteen and had never left home
i can cope though
god i hope so

06; exit wounds - nostalghia

[instrumental]

07; january 24 - i hate sex

i spent 3 nights falling asleep in snow banks
hoping my feelings would freeze over
i want to push myself through the ice
to see the world from underwater
find me hanging neck broken on your front porch
daisy in my pocket
i'm floating above all things that keep me up at night

i am a bruise
pushed over your mountainous trail over and over and over

08; sleet - asunojokei

i knew both sadness and delight without being taught
let's remove this freedom today or never
"keep it alive or not depends on you."
stop telling me such a lie

thе answer that comes down from the sky rеmain a contradiction
and you won't let me to look up at the sky
by making and soaking up a sound
you'll leave the coldness for me
are you going to dispose us?
are you going to trifle us?

09; ruminating on worse life - suicidal ideation

[not translated]

10; girl hell 1999 - saidan

another day goes by. (why can’t i die?!)
a new bandage applied. (can you hear my cries?!)
dissolve this empty life. (why can’t i die?!)
can someone tell me why? (tonight)

i beg for this to end. father, father.
you left and caused this sin. mother, mother.
i thought you were my friend. sister, sister.
and now it starts again. again.